"But now you’re telling me my heart’s sick,
And now I’m telling you I know,
And you’re telling me you’re leaving,
And I’m telling you to go,
And I’m not so sorry for the heart-wreck,
But for each season left unblessed,
The new terror in the canyons,
The new terror in our chests.”
I can’t feel the things I want to feel. Loneliness never strays too far and a constant longing made its self at home. How much longer will this last? This can’t be it. Is this it? I want so much more.
It is extremely frustrating when you absolutely love makeup, but you have hooded eyes. All I want are large eyelids for a goddamn good canvas! Seriously though, I spend a large amount of time on my makeup, but due to my hooded eyelids you can barely tell I have any on. D:< !!!!!
Also, God forbid I put a bit too much eyeliner on because then I barely have a lid at all.
Is anyone else having a problem trying to view their messages on here? It says I have two unread messages, but if I try to open up my messages there is nothing.
Tumblr, y u do?
It’s Black Friday, and due to unfortunate events, I wasn’t able to pick up a Playstation3 I’ve been wanting since they first came out. My sister had to put up with me sulking around our dad’s apartment after dinner, constantly looking down at the clock, sighing. I was being a melodramatic, poop-head. But, if it helps, I had a good reason! Not only was this Playstation3 a bundle, but it was a bundle for two hundred dollars AND it had four games that came with it. You can kind of get a sense as to why I was so disappointed. ….Well, I decided to stop sulking about it and distract myself by watching a great Thanksgiving movie. Halloween. The Rob Zombie one. (Michael is played by Sabretooth from X-men. Like whuuuuuut?!) I ended up falling asleep after he “surprises” his baby sister. Welp, at 3:55AM, about fifteen minutes ago, I heard my ringtone go off. Confused, I realized my boyfriend was calling me, even though he was working at Gamestop for Black Friday. I think you all know where this is going…
He got me the FUCKING Playstation! After I spent half the day trying to figure out a way to get one. He wasn’t allowed to, but the guys at work said it was okay since not a lot of people showed up for systems.
"You are allowed to tell your sister how awesome I am. Oh and have a good time trying to fall back asleep. You’re welcome!"
I love him. So so soooo many feels right now.